This year for Valentine's Day, I am going to fall in love with myself. Not only because the last couple of decades have shown me that no-one else is going to. But because I have a sneaking suspicion it might do me some good.
Yes, I am still here. But you know I can't do February.
Happy Valentine's Day! The first of many days this year when you allow yourself to truly see and love the wonderful person you already are. But, know this too - you're very special to those of us who know you; much loved by your closest of friends. Have a happier year this year xx
I have not seen the plays in town, Only the computer printouts. I have not read the latest books, Only the Wall Street Journal. I have not heard a bird sing this year, Only the ringing of the phones. I have not taken a walk anywhere, But from the parking lot to my office. I have not shared a feeling in years, But my thoughts are known to all. I have not listened to my own needs, But what I want I get. I have not shed a tear in ages. I have arrived. Is this where I was going?
I was much further out than you thought, and not waving but drowning. Complicated, intense,stressed, tired. Difficult to get to know and hard to love. Rarely admit vulnerability - never accept help. Standing note to self: "must try harder".
Happy Valentine's Day! The first of many days this year when you allow yourself to truly see and love the wonderful person you already are. But, know this too - you're very special to those of us who know you; much loved by your closest of friends. Have a happier year this year xx
ReplyDeleteDerek Walcott's poem, 'Love after Love' fits well with this Valentine posting.
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