Oh there is still such a long way to go, to get to the end of this thing. I remind myself that I had a number of options, thought about it all very carefully, made a choice and am following it through.
It's all part of plan, a conscious decision. I am not trapped in this part of my life - I have chosen it. Just keep reminding me though, because I feel at the moment that I can't walk another step on this path, cannot stay on this course a moment longer.
Friends are few and far between on this journey, and close contact rarely to be found at all. It's dark in here.
